driving around with my windows down, with my hair flying out the window. rallying dirt roads.

guiding on the gallatin used to freak me out. it makes me a little nervous still running house rock. but I find myself calm, what’s the worst that could possibly happen!? hah! we’re fine. I like being calm. I get mean when I am freaking out.

I am a little stunned by recent drama in my life. I moved three states away five years ago to get away from a certain asshole that scares the crap out of me. I found out about a week ago that some crazy woman in missoula has got a thing for him and is actually moving him to Missoula.

I am horrified.

she wrote me a message on facebook and told me she believes she is in his life to awaken him to his divinity. she is going to be the person to lead him on this spiritual journey and will show him the way.

seriously? this is actually what she said. verbatim.

how can I make this person from my past go away? for forever and for good? I made a mistake a long time ago and I want to move on from it. I had hoped that moving three states away would have done it. and now he is moving three hours away from me to a town where I spend a lot of time in.

there might be a restraining order in my future. last time I ran into him he wanted to punch my face in and drown me in the river. verbatim. again.