what are these writings really, but a collection of heart break stories, let downs, living out loud, adventures, rants, falling in love, falling out of love. life is what they are. they are joy for this amazing wonder I know as life.

I needed to wallow there for a bit. it’s wild to read back about the change that is constant, though I ultimately always remain the same.

I find great joy in my age today. I am optimistic, ecstatic with excitement about what tomorrow will bring. what this summer will bring. I think this is a fantastic time to be single. knowing who I am, what I want, and knowing what makes me awesome. it’s odd how when I am in a relationship I forget some things about myself and I almost, in some strange way, file away my energy. it’s like I shelf my awesomeness and mold to the other person too much. I forget. I give it up.

I am happy to discover though how quickly it all comes back. I feel awesome. I am so excited about my life and so many amazing people in it. I’m excited about traveling and meeting new people. I love seeing the energy I put out coming back to me. I love happy people, I love happy moments and sharing adventures with good friends. I just got back from another awesome weekend in missoula, hanging with my ladies, skiing the bowl and taking a tour in the side country. dragged Kate out for her virgin tour and had a riot!