dear god.

I feel like an insane person again.

I think it takes  significant amount of will power and some form of perseverance that allows me to manage my life the way it is. I would like to think that most people might buckle under the weight of handling the logistics of my life. I am leaving again tomorrow. but for a short while. I am leaving finland with flipflops and not much more than my trailer keys and couple pairs of jeans.

I am leaving my computer behind. I am signing off for 4 weeks to be at the bottom of the big ditch.

I am finally excited about it. alex and all were raving about it about a month ago, I finally got excited two days ago when I realized what I was about to go do.

my life in insanity.

I am insanely busy at work. I have now accepted some large portion of our company to share with my sister. signed the papers a couple weeks ago.

I am good at what I do. I love the job I do, the work I have and I like the fact that it’s endless. someday, it will be under control, but I have mountains to climb until we get there. feels good. it’s always hard to leave, I have so much to do. I like seeing that I am good at it. I’m sorta like the visual image and customer experience coordinator. been wondering about my job description for a while now. I have managed to stay behind the scenes all this time and not have a business card or an identity in the company and I kinda like to stay that way. and people are often very surprised when the staff points at me as an answer to “who runs this place?”

f.