I got my first taste of a small town tonight. after an amazing day of skiing. Orloff heard me laughing four chairs ahead of me on Challenger, asked me if I was having a good day. said it sounded like I was having fun. I was having a blast.

i think I need to accept me as I am. I am beautiful. sometimes it might be hard to see. hard for me to see. I have been an asshole plenty of times, I want to strive to be always better. always be kind to the people that cross my path. make everyone who comes to me, somehow better when they leave.

I think I won tonight. Ted rolled in with another. she smelled bad. and seemed slightly dim witted. Courtney told me if she was walmart, I was Nordstroms. she rolled her eyes and shook her head. I thought ewww. he seemed embarrassed and left her hanging. I win. I no longer play your games.

I move on. I am amazing.